I hate poker because poker hates me

So I had to create this to comment on a friends blog. (if not i thought i had to). Anyway I didnt plan on actually writing anything in these but im pretty much on tilt so im trying relieve some stress. Throwing water bottles in the street works but not all the time.

A little about myself. I'm a 21 year old accounting major at WVU. I graduate in May but i'm going to grad school so another year before real life starts. Ive been playing poker for the past few years, but only recently building a bankroll thanks to a few new good friends. I watch a lot of TV series. This blog will consist of me bitching about poker. Asking for help about poker and a few insights on LOST.

Poker really started off great this year. Had my biggest most successful month in January. Up 2400. But then Feb. 1st came. Apparently the poker gods understand changes in month. Feb stats 9 down days one even day. one up day. overall down 450 this month. I dont understand. Playing the same game as last month. Playing the same level as last month. I'm pretty sure im just running bad/tilting some money away. I play on a MAC and PokerTracker doesnt support MAC so i dont have any stats or graphs to show my adjusted equity but im guessing im running below equity.

To sum up my day. I flopped the nuts and a guy turned quads on me. Nice one outer. Thats my month. After that i busted a few water bottles in the street and canceled my study sessions for the day.

So about the title of my BLOG. Well Lil Wayne is one of my favorite rappers and his song "The Sky is the limit" puts me in the mood for poker. The lines "I should try to make a living,
I tell em' imma hustler and I'd rather make killin'' and "Don't worry bout mine, imma grind till I get it And tell all of my niggas that the sky is the limit " make me wanna believe lil wayne is a poker player though im positive he had other things on his mind when he wrote this.

Time to do some school work.

Peace out,

AuntRuth53 (poker SN, I'm actually a guy)