Coinflips are not 50/50

This month started off amazing. First month playin 1/2. After rakeback and winning another small tournament i was up 3k in 2 weeks. Should have stopped then. After that i've been on the worst run of cards i have every had. I'm down 2k in 5 days. I have a 5 cap stop loss. I dont even want to imagine what would happen if i didnt stop then. 7 straight 5 cap loss sessions so depressing. 0-14 in my last coinflips. No joking. I've been counting. SIDENOTE: I cant feel my knuckles, i normally can handle losing but this is just crazy. When i was o-13 I went in with AK vs JJ fop came AAQ but river J. So decided to take my anger out on a wall. Well now im down 2k and cant feel my hand. NOT SMART note to self punch a pillow.

Not playin again til monday. for which im going to play one week of .5/1 then cash out down to 7k in my account and start fresh in april. Not sure if i'll be at 1/2 or .5/1. I can beat 1/2 its not hard. But losing 600 and 700 in a day is really annoying. Still up 5k on the year and tripled my account since January 1st. I just want to be able to play and pay rent/bills for the upcoming yr while at grad school. I make atleast 600 in rakeback a month so i suppose just sending that home will pay the bills.

In other news LOST rocks and the first 8 episodes of this season has made this season better than any other season. Cant wait til April 24th for some new ones. BTW when in the hell is Heroes gonna come back?

Going to spend some of my poking winnings this week for the first time since i've started. Need to reward myself for this stress i deal with. Taken 500 bucks and going to the Outlets to get some sweet clothes. Cant wait.