I hate draws

I wake up after losing 7 caps yesterday and 4 the day. I start my session and 10 minutes in this happens. So I quit.

These hands all occurred in 8 minutes of each other.

I usually dont bitch about beats or coolers.

But when I lose 4 hands in 8 minutes to flush draws and a straight draw on the turn. I want to.

Full Tilt Poker Game #7327770695: Table Tilton (6 max) - $0.50/$1 - $30 Cap No Limit Hold'em - 11:20:27 ET - 2008/07/22
Seat 1: AuntRuth53 ($101)
Seat 2: Stackmagnet ($29.15), is sitting out
Seat 3: CHASE_RIVER ($102.40)
Seat 4: FkePlasticTrees ($30)
Seat 5: lovedog365 ($89.60)
Seat 6: alk545 ($78.85)
CHASE_RIVER posts the small blind of $0.50
FkePlasticTrees posts the big blind of $1
lovedog365 posts $1
The button is in seat #1
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to AuntRuth53 [Qc Kd]
lovedog365 checks
alk545 folds
AuntRuth53 raises to $4
CHASE_RIVER calls $3.50
FkePlasticTrees adds $1
FkePlasticTrees folds
lovedog365 calls $3
*** FLOP *** [5c 8s Kc]
CHASE_RIVER checks
lovedog365 bets $1
AuntRuth53 has 15 seconds left to act
AuntRuth53 raises to $10
CHASE_RIVER has 15 seconds left to act
CHASE_RIVER folds
lovedog365 raises to $26, and is capped
AuntRuth53 calls $16, and is capped
lovedog365 shows [8c 3c]
AuntRuth53 shows [Qc Kd]
*** TURN *** [5c 8s Kc] [Td]
*** RIVER *** [5c 8s Kc Td] [Jc]
lovedog365 shows a flush, King high
AuntRuth53 shows a pair of Kings
lovedog365 wins the pot ($62) with a flush, King high
AuntRuth53 adds $29
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $65 | Rake $3
Board: [5c 8s Kc Td Jc]
Seat 1: AuntRuth53 (button) showed [Qc Kd] and lost with a pair of Kings
Seat 2: Stackmagnet is sitting out
Seat 3: CHASE_RIVER (small blind) folded on the Flop
Seat 4: FkePlasticTrees (big blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 5: lovedog365 showed [8c 3c] and won ($62) with a flush, King high
Seat 6: alk545 didn't bet (folded)


Full Tilt Poker Game #7327752843: Table Tilton (6 max) - $0.50/$1 - $30 Cap No Limit Hold'em - 11:18:05 ET - 2008/07/22
Seat 1: AuntRuth53 ($100)
Seat 2: Stackmagnet ($36.15)
Seat 3: CHASE_RIVER ($67.40)
Seat 4: FkePlasticTrees ($30)
Seat 5: hamilton10 ($101)
Seat 6: alk545 ($78.85)
Stackmagnet posts the small blind of $0.50
CHASE_RIVER posts the big blind of $1
The button is in seat #1
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to AuntRuth53 [Kc Ks]
FkePlasticTrees folds
hamilton10 folds
alk545 folds
AuntRuth53 raises to $3.50
hamilton10 stands up
Stackmagnet calls $3
CHASE_RIVER calls $2.50
*** FLOP *** [2d 9c 2c]
Stackmagnet checks
CHASE_RIVER bets $26.50, and is capped
AuntRuth53 calls $26.50, and is capped
Stackmagnet folds
CHASE_RIVER shows [5c 6c]
AuntRuth53 shows [Kc Ks]
*** TURN *** [2d 9c 2c] [5d]
*** RIVER *** [2d 9c 2c 5d] [4c]
CHASE_RIVER shows a flush, Nine high
AuntRuth53 shows two pair, Kings and Twos
CHASE_RIVER wins the pot ($60.50) with a flush, Nine high
AuntRuth53 adds $30
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $63.50 | Rake $3
Board: [2d 9c 2c 5d 4c]
Seat 1: AuntRuth53 (button) showed [Kc Ks] and lost with two pair, Kings and Twos
Seat 2: Stackmagnet (small blind) folded on the Flop
Seat 3: CHASE_RIVER (big blind) showed [5c 6c] and won ($60.50) with a flush, Nine high
Seat 4: FkePlasticTrees didn't bet (folded)
Seat 5: hamilton10 didn't bet (folded)
Seat 6: alk545 didn't bet (folded)

Full Tilt Poker Game #7327746251: Table Tilton (6 max) - $0.50/$1 - $30 Cap No Limit Hold'em - 11:17:12 ET - 2008/07/22
Seat 1: AuntRuth53 ($100)
Seat 2: Stackmagnet ($37.15)
Seat 3: CHASE_RIVER ($67.40)
Seat 4: FkePlasticTrees ($30)
Seat 5: hamilton10 ($101)
Seat 6: alk545 ($50.85)
AuntRuth53 posts the small blind of $0.50
Stackmagnet posts the big blind of $1
The button is in seat #6
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to AuntRuth53 [Td Qh]
CHASE_RIVER has 15 seconds left to act
CHASE_RIVER folds
FkePlasticTrees folds
hamilton10 folds
alk545 raises to $3.50
AuntRuth53 calls $3
Stackmagnet folds
*** FLOP *** [9s 6d Qs]
AuntRuth53 checks
alk545 bets $3
AuntRuth53 raises to $11
alk545 raises $15.50 to $26.50, and is capped
AuntRuth53 calls
AuntRuth53 shows [Td Qh]
alk545 shows [As 3s]
*** TURN *** [9s 6d Qs] [7s]
*** RIVER *** [9s 6d Qs 7s] [Ks]
AuntRuth53 shows a pair of Queens
alk545 shows a flush, Ace high
alk545 wins the pot ($58) with a flush, Ace high
AuntRuth53 adds $30
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $61 | Rake $3
Board: [9s 6d Qs 7s Ks]
Seat 1: AuntRuth53 (small blind) showed [Td Qh] and lost with a pair of Queens
Seat 2: Stackmagnet (big blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 3: CHASE_RIVER didn't bet (folded)
Seat 4: FkePlasticTrees didn't bet (folded)
Seat 5: hamilton10 didn't bet (folded)
Seat 6: alk545 (button) showed [As 3s] and won ($58) with a flush, Ace high

Full Tilt Poker Game #7327803076: Table Coconino (6 max) - $0.50/$1 - $30 Cap No Limit Hold'em - 11:24:42 ET - 2008/07/22
Seat 1: Nebelspalter ($124.35)
Seat 2: AuntRuth53 ($106)
Seat 3: GOOgo ($97.35)
Seat 4: Stackmagnet ($47.35), is sitting out
Seat 5: joshrogo ($62)
Seat 6: HakanSukker ($32.85)
HakanSukker posts the small blind of $0.50
Nebelspalter posts the big blind of $1
The button is in seat #5
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to AuntRuth53 [Jc Kc]
AuntRuth53 raises to $3.50
GOOgo folds
joshrogo folds
HakanSukker calls $3
Nebelspalter folds
*** FLOP *** [3s Kd Tc]
HakanSukker checks
AuntRuth53 bets $4
HakanSukker raises to $8
AuntRuth53 calls $4
*** TURN *** [3s Kd Tc] [7d]
HakanSukker bets $18.50, and is capped
AuntRuth53 calls $18.50, and is capped
HakanSukker shows [Jh Qs]
AuntRuth53 shows [Jc Kc]
*** RIVER *** [3s Kd Tc 7d] [9h]
HakanSukker shows a straight, King high
AuntRuth53 shows a pair of Kings
HakanSukker wins the pot ($58) with a straight, King high
AuntRuth53 adds $24
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $61 | Rake $3
Board: [3s Kd Tc 7d 9h]
Seat 1: Nebelspalter (big blind) folded before the Flop
Seat 2: AuntRuth53 showed [Jc Kc] and lost with a pair of Kings
Seat 3: GOOgo didn't bet (folded)
Seat 4: Stackmagnet is sitting out
Seat 5: joshrogo (button) didn't bet (folded)
Seat 6: HakanSukker (small blind) showed [Jh Qs] and won ($58) with a straight, King high

update

POKER

With finishing up my classes i haven't been able to play very often. After a bad day today I would estimate im up around 15 caps on the month + rakeback + bonus. So another decent month but nothing to be happy about.

My games are still always full of friends and regular and just arent that profitable. I cant wait til I can stop cashing out my profit every month to pay for my bills so i can actually build a bankroll and get out of this shitty level.

After watching a few deucescracked videos and having 3 of my friends playing at my tables i decided to try some sit n goes. Results in 21 sit n goes i'm up 8 buy ins. so i'm doing ok.

A month til i'm back in school so in between vacations i should be able to get some time for poker.

LIFE

Just finished up my summer graduate program. 12 hrs completed of grad school. Received a graduate certificate in Forensic Accounting and Fraud Investigation. pretty cool.

Have a informal interview with Dixon-Hughes (accounting firm) thursday in Charleston, SC. :)

Been home for a few days. Took out the boat (got sun burnt). realized i cant water ski. Taking out the jet skis tomorrow (hopefully the burn wont hurt that bad). Got to see some friends I havent seen in awhile and realized im behind. I think i should be getting married soon according to my calculations.

Ryan and I are going to visit Z in Charleston on WED. I miss that guy. I'm excited about the trip except for the long ass car ride. Then on August 7th if my passport is here in time. I'm going to Cancun with Koval and some fine ladies. I've never been out of the country or even been on an airplane so this should be fun.

dont feel like looking for some cool links and my tourney is starting sooo peace out